Attendances

Since I am in grade 12, I've got a lot of things to do. I have meetings with colleges and universitys and personal interviews. I cannot be there for every class anymore even though I try so hard. It's like this teachers expects me to be there every class when she has someone there, but I can't. Sometimes she wont even let me leave the class and it's crazy. I'm sorry I get that it it's important to be there when people are there but I can't and it's so hard to please her.

Is It Just Me

Or does anyone have kind of a difficulty on keeping up with oral notes. Like I know it’s essential for high school students to know how to take oral notes for college and university but I find it hard to keep up. I was always wondering if it was just me, but maybe it's just me but I hope not. As well, as I hope I get better because I don't want to have to borrow everyone’s notes after every class.

Is the media finally coming around?

The other day I was watching a commercial about this makeup, and I know she’s a big role model but I actually can’t believe I heard this. In the commercial she said «We know inner beauty is important, but outer beauty is way more important». Now I’m surprise to learn that girls aren’t even the majority of people with eating disorders and worrying about the physical, its men and boys. We’re worrying so much about looking big and muscular it’s affecting everything. Although I noticed something else, a lot of commercials are involving NORMAL sized people in it. I even saw a bigger women and she wasn’t in a weight loss commercial or a plastic surgery commercial. I was just plain shocked.

Social Networking (Y) or (N) ?

So last night I was browsin' the "new" social networking site (well new to me). If you haven't guessed it, its Twitter. Now lately with all that's been going on in the social world with facebook and "sexting", I guess people have a new thing? It's called gossip tweets. Now some person with too much time on their hands makes up some fake account with a fake name and the whole jazz and well tweats about what's going on in the workplace, the school or well anywhere. But I came across one very interesting one, one about my friends school, and the things this person was saying it was actually horrible it was sexual, degrading, and just plain stupid. These people have no lives; I don't know if it's just me but correct me if I'm wrong...

lately its been hard

To find good music. Like I've searched high and low for music that I can listen to more then once without it getting annoying and its impossible. Now it all sounds the same its all that crappy techno mixed in with some original stuff. Its annoying don't get me wrong I like all genre of music but now its all the same, like that new or well kinda old faber drive song 'get up and dance' what's with them ? Every time they come out with a new album or single it seems to change. I don't know if its just me but its dumb and people should stop going with the flow

well now I've been thinking

Don't worry, I'm not second guessing going to school, its pretty much everything else. My phone, and my insurance and all my other expenses. I did the math, 85 for phone, gas about 80, insurance 150-200. so add it up it's over 300$ a month and thats a lot, so I think I'm going to cancel my blackberry plan and go back pay as you go. Plus, instead of buying a car, I think i'll just use my moms until i move out. So I guess this is the year of saving :)

Well deserved

A NICE WEEKEND TO MYSELF.
I don't know how long I've been waiting for a weekend off, maybe 2 months. Now for those who don't know, my parents are divorced and we live an hour away from my dad. A postive is that I go to school in the same city my dad lives in but he works all over. So during the week I don't see him and that leaves weekends. But another flaw in my life, I work almost every weekend and well since we've been short staff since august so I haven't had my weekend with my dad. So it feels good to say that I relaxed a lot, went to the dog park with one of my dogs, made thanksgiving dinner on sunday and more dog park :)

Overload

It's the time of the year, so many projects so little time. This semester I've got 3 classes per day. I have psychology, English and cinematography. I have projects in every one of them. For psych I need to do skull analyze, English I must keep these posts updated and cinematography we're making a documentary. When will it end.

H1 N1

This will be the only blog I will write about this topic because it's the dumbest thing I've ever heard about in my life. All of a sudden there's a flu that just came out with the same symptoms as a cold. You got it H1N1, doctors, principals and parents are losing it over something that's lived with us for a while? H1 N1 in my opinion is a cold that is contracted from the pig. The way I see it it's the exact same thing except it comes from a different source. People should stop making a big deal about it and just MOVE ON.

Crazy girlfriend

I recently just got out of a relationship and thank god I did! I've never met anyone as controlling and obsessive as her. I couldn't take to any of my friends that are girls without her saying 'they better watch out'. My windows live personal message (pm) is dedicated to my friend who i currently away and won’t be back until April. So it says «miss you<3». I've never seen someone make a big deal about something. She was saying that I was cheating on her with my friend it got crazy so I ignored her for three days. Not the brightest thing to do but oh well it was done. :)

I took a useless class.

I took a class this year just for the reason that I could graduate this year. The more and more serious the class gets, the more and more I regret taking it… The class is interesting, and some events are fun. Although, the people in the class are like 100% serious that they want to get into that subject and I can’t stand it. I think it’s the students that drive me insane, like there are four people in there where you can’t even joke around about and they like freak-out. I can’t complain though, the teacher is great and it was my stupidity to pick the class, I just feel guilty.

I Never Really Realized...

It hasn't occured to me until this year that I'm so stressed. With work, school, social life, my future I really never have any me time. To be honest, I wish I didn't have a job, because I know a lot of it is because of it. Although, I can't complain, the moneys very good and it's nice that it's MY money and not my parents. It's just to much to think about right now. I'm aware at this point that if my studies start to drop, I'll have to quit, I hope I can make that descision. :\